Nicotine Pouches

This post was originally published on golifelog.com.

I originally planned to get rid of these fucking nicotine pouches by the end of last year and the start of this year. Well, I put the last one in beneath my lip yesterday around lunch, and by this morning I woke up with a craving I wasn’t expecting.

So I brushed my teeth, shaved, and into the car I went. I know I’m being an idiot following the cravings of an addiction, but it is an addiction nonetheless. I guess I have to reduce them more gradually instead of trying a cold withdrawal. My willpower just seems not to be enough to bear it through.

It’s crazy how much more the addiction is for them in contrast to the cigarillos I smoked or the cigars.

Back to square one, I guess.