The dream I shouldn't talk about

This Tuesday I wrote about a girl. A few hours later I had a dream about her. I didn’t want to write about it, but my brain just doesn’t want to let it loose and fade away.

So, now I am sitting here writing about this dream. At first a small warning, as with some others of my posts, this isn’t safe for work and I am going to give you some deep insides of my life again.

So, don’t read on if you aren’t old enough to watch porn!

Anyway, I woke up in my dream, looking at my telephone. I found a message on in from a number I didn’t know. I opened it and I think it told something about that the girl I have written about it wasn’t worth the effort.

I replied who was writing this and why. I think the sender just wrote that she would be the old sister of said girl (in real life she doesn’t have one, but oh well, it’s a dream and stuff gets messed up). Attached was a video.

By that time I realised I was in a dream, but I didn’t wake up. I opened the video.

The girl I have written about was giving head to some guy. A voice said something like: “So you only want to make that guy hot and let loose?”, the immediate answer was “Yes, I only play with him.”. I immediately knew the guy they were talking about was me.

The video didn’t stop there. A little bit later the guy was holding her by her breasts and did what he had to do from behind. From the view, I knew she was enjoying it.

After the video finished I replied back: “Well, you know you produced child porn?”. The girl I’ve written about is only 17. I didn’t get a reply and woke up.

As with the other dreams I had, I can’t really craft together what it should mean. Maybe my subconscious wants to tell me that she isn’t worth the effort I’m putting in the conversations I have with her?

One thing I know for sure, my erotic fantasies seems to be porn driven a lot right now. At least that’s the feeling I’ve got from that dream.

I didn’t have a dream since then.

If you’ve read this far, sorry. I tried to use some words that wouldn’t be that bad to read as the once you read on some special sites. But If you’ve got a good fantasy I hope I didn’t waste you. :)